Maybe… you’ll fall in love with me all over again.”
“Hell,” I said. “I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me?”
“Yes. I want to ruin you.

Earnest Hemingway, A Farewell To Love   (via yourlastbluebeach)

(Source: melancholyquotes)

ang-gandako:

AN ACCURATE 2013 HOROSCOPE 

This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you’ll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning …
and it only gets worse from there.

ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny… Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20) 
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self-centred and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

GEMINI - The Twin (May 21 to June 20) 
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

CANCER - The Beauty (June 21 to July 22) 
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s love is one of a kind… Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Lion (July 23 to August 22) 
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22) 
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Lame One (September 23 to October 22) 
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with… you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict (October 23 to November 21) 
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humour. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad
Luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One (November 22 to December 21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offence forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover (December 22 to January 19) 
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy, but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs in sports, especially Gemini’s. Likes to cook but would rather go out
To eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a fighter, but will knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

PISCES - The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20) 
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the centre of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humour!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to others but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

You can be lonely even when you are loved by many people, since you are still not anybody’s one and only.

Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl  (via c-oquetry)

(Source: thetides)

I have been keeping up with my notebook, and that is my physical tumblr I rant to. Writing down how I feel about something makes me relax and less stressed. Recently this past weekend I was able to overcome these problems, but they found a way back. I really don’t care anymore. I’m done trying I’m done with all this bs. I don’t want to be around these people and I’m just waiting til the day I can get out of this town. I really can’t deal with people who like to be two face and talk s**t behind me and hide things from me. It hurts me more knowing you didn’t have the confidence to tell me.

I’m casually using my computer then I hear my doorbell ring, so I open my door and see a UPS man go into his truck I look down seeing a box. I look at who it’s for and it says my name and has a Candy Warehouse. I can’t believe Ray got me my favorite candy!! I can’t even describe how happy I am. I started talking loud and constantly smiling. THANK YOU so much!! :3 Now I have 80 lollipops that will last me for a while, and I’m stocked up on Chupa Chups.

I’m going to start keeping track of my thoughts in a personal notebook. During 2013 I’m going to start going to the library and coffee shops just to think and develop as a character (Josh influences). I need to overcome my feelings. I have been hurt multiple times, and I try not to get attached to anyone. I think I have to give people a chance before I distance myself because it’s not fair that I’m holding my past against these people. I need more time to think, maybe this will help me find something that will enlighten my mind.

I really hate doing dishes with a burning passion. Especially when I was not home all day, and I didn’t use any dish at all. I’m not Cinderella from what I remember my name is Lexus; this ain’t no fairy tale nobody got time for that. I also don’t do house chores because of my step family. I understand I should do chores but that’s just ugh. I also dislike how you guys threaten me to bring me to my Kma’s house. My punishment is down and over with I’m not going back stupid reasons too. I wasn’t home for the last time. You guys don’t answer the phone or pick me up so how am I suppose come home/know all this crap. You complain complain complain can you just pipe the f**k down. I do chores and you aren’t home to see me complete them. Will you ever just be satisfy or shut up?! ;p

You do not understand the position I’m in, and make me seem like the bad guy. I understand it has been around two years. You have to understand how much you hurt me and all the pain I received from you during 2012. I can not let it all go/forget about what happened. If you are frustrated with me, and feel as if this is middle school repeating then stop. Okay, I can not satisfy you I do not think I ever will I disappoint you in the end as always. I do not expect anything from you or any feelings I guess you developed some again. I know you are probably confused af with me. You say you do not talk to other girls but I am pretty confident you do. I won’t make you stop talking to them like your ex or repeat what she has done. While you say you don’t I believe you do. I do not know what to do. I’m lost, and I can’t find the light that helps guide me to the right path.

(Source: staypozitive)

Have you ever just looked at someone and thought, “I really love you”. They’re just talking or humming or watching a movie or reading a book or laughing or something, and there’s something about them in that moment—their body is alive, there’s a light in their eyes, something—that makes you think, “I just really love you.” It’s a weird sensation to think this, but it’s pretty awesome that we can feel this way about another being.

(Source: text-pistol)

I can not deal with this bs anymore. It’s killing me from the inside. I hate feeling down and depressed. That’s why I like to go out as much as possible to get away from thinking about thoughts and over analyzing them. Is there a way for me to escape this world? Watching all these sweet lovey dovey movies are adorable, but they’re like period cramps. Those kind of movies make me want to have moments as they do, I desire those moments and envy them. Something’s off about me. I’m not sure what is I just don’t feel right.

(Source: soneb2uty)